This says it all

“I like being alone. I have control over my own shit. Therefore, in order to win me over, your presence has to feel better than my solitude. You're not competing with another person, you are competing with my comfort zones.”
― Horacio Jones

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4zxeT4w8re0

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vSpZegg0rg8