▣ 3. My subbing

ZEN METAL Carnal Elite (SL to RL lifestyle simulator), Jonesford Heights (128.961,155.374,54.7683)

I'm not a real sub, I must admit. I cannot stand my mind or personality being 'moulded' no matter what kind of a favor you think you're doing me. I'm not going to be your pretty little princess who takes a beating when you need me to.

I'm not afraid of men, but I do like the fantasy of sexually inflicted pain. I like male strenght. I like my own female weakness but reslience to pain. As I like the actual real life pain, some SL scenes are a little bland for me, I compensate by being as real as I can, competing with pixel perfect fantasy character but there are visuals, scenarios, danger. And nothing puts me off faster than a "rapist" asking for a permission to rape on a rape sim or a rape HUD. I mean can a consent be more blatantly given? (If you're there because you're too dumb to know what "rape" means, bleh. Your precious little pixels deserve it.)

As for my dommy side... It comes out only very periodically. Usually not there.