1. Old?

https://www.flickr.com/photos/193285894@N06/, B sori (160.457,91.4839,22.3006)

Old, but I'm not that old
Young, but I'm not that bold
And I don't think the world is sold
On just doing what we're told

I feel something so right
By doing the wrong thing
And I feel something so wrong
By doing the right thing

I couldn't lie
Couldn't lie, couldn't lie
Everything that kills me
Makes me feel alive