When I feel wanted, needed, and loved... There is nothing that will keep me from going to the ends of the earth for and with you. Fuck, I would have burned the whole damn thing for you if you asked me to. Being someone who suffers from anxious attachment, I get it, I'm a lot to handle for someone who isn't capable of providing the type of reassurance I need just to show I won't be abandoned... Again.

"You should have told me", yeah I should have... I would have if I felt that my world mattered to you. I don't want to say good bye, I never did. I just needed you more than you ever wanted me. And that's ok! I wouldn't trade it for the world. I still love you. I still need you. I probably always will. Please be safe. Don't forget to eat. And maybe someday..